Paging through them

Another point of discontent --- another reason why I felt the need to 'go Away' was I found myself being diluted.

Through that I lost my 'style' of photography --- I saw it being copied, but it was weaker --- I wasn't flattered --- it was an attempt without depth.  In a way I blamed myself for inspiring such, an thus I needed to find the meaning of why I love photography --- but be able to see it visually, so disappearing was the only way, out.

But, alas, I am rediscovering the style again --- strangely nowadays I first conceive of what I want to photograph and like a sentinel, I seek it.

This photograph I've seen a million times in my head --- to finally capture it, is perfect.  I suppose maybe now, I can agree that photography is an art form.

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