… so, I fell in love with the same girl, again, and still the love is unrequited. I was hating that I was and she wasn't: you know that misery that comes with that, but, then I found peace in this essay:
The demand to be safe in relationship inevitably breeds sorrow and fear."—J. Krishnamurti: On Love
What is strange now, is the state I am in: I am rather neutral. I am okay with not being loved by her, I am okay with knowing I might not love her, eventually.